Today is Sunday, May 6th 2021 and I went to the beaches here for the first time. I've lived here in Puerto Rico for a bit over 3 months, when people think of Puerto Rico they're probably thinking of the beaches here. When people heard that I moved here, they were telling me about how nice the beaches must be. This is my first time going there.
Anyway before all that though, in the morning, I woke up. I did "that" twice yesterday, and I was feeling turned on this morning too, so I did that again this morning. What a bad way to start the day. I felt too tired and not as motivated to do my normal strength workouts, so I only did 180 seconds of planking today and 30 push ups. I didn't even feel like doing the other exercises like another 180 crunches and 30 squats, which wouldn't have been much. I need to stop touching myself again.
Anyway I listened to Lulu's voice messages that she sent me last night, she is the 18 year old, 2 year vegan from Mexico, who's post I commented on yesterday in Spanish and she ended up sending me a friend request. We mainly chat so I could practice my Spanish and she could practice her English, not for a relationship or whatever. I replied in Spanish, but I spoke really slowly. After my reply that morning, she would send some voice replies a few hours later, but I wouldn't feel like opening, listening, and replying to them until later that night.
I told her in Spanish that I had no idea what I was going to do today. That it was the morning here, and that I had all the free time in the world, and was bored. In reality though I was feeling fatigued and unmotivated to do anything because I touched myself that morning, and it was pretty early in the morning so I had to live the entire rest of the day somehow.
What would I do? I was also feeling a bit depressed because Aloe deactivated her Facebook and therefore cut off contact from me. I wonder what's going on with her? I really do feel for her, like I'm getting all emotional just thinking about her because she told me her life circumstances, and here I am wanting to help out in any way I can, and she refuses to let me in. I don't get why not? She complained about only celebrating her birthday party with not that many people this year, and I gave her a hug for that and she was like "thank you", and she told me about some other of her personal issues as well. We hugged each other three times as she was dropping me off and it seemed like she was really happy I came into her life, but then afterwards we never hung out again, the first day was because she went to work at 9 AM and got off at 8 PM and was too tired to hang out. The second day she got into a car accident.
Anyway I really want to help out and support Aloe in whatever way I can. I want to be her best friend and everything, but I guess she doesn't feel the same about me. She's very independent and wants to accomplish things on her own. I don't get why she would complain about being lonely and shit then, but then I tell her I'm feeling the same way, and then I thought we could form something, and then she just goes away. I'm frustrated. I think I'm just a physically unattractive and undesirable male.
Anyway I put on some music and I just danced at home for a while. I was going to take a shower before going out, so I just danced naked in front of the new 70 inch mirror I bought and had a fun time. I just played "My Sweet Escape" by Gwen Stefani on repeat, and I sang and danced for like 20-30 minutes because it was fun. "If I could escape, and recreate a place as my own world", etc, I love those lyrics so much and the intonations and beat of the song. They're sooo good. It flows so well, it's a perfect song.
Anyway I took a shower and changed, and I got into my car. I had no idea what I was going to do, but I figured I'd just drive around to Best Buy using my memory of having been there a few times. I wanted to get a GPS and a Dash Cam, but on the drive I figured I could probably just get away with a car mount and just use my phone as the GPS. So anyway I'm going there and I'm on the highway, but I miss the exit to getting out, so then I had to find a parking spot to park and I use my phone to redirect me to how to get there again. At least I know which fork on the road to take now.
At the Best Buy, I park in a flooded parking spot, where when I stepped out, my sandals got soaked. So I go into Best Buy and the GPS' are $200 so I was like no thanks, and I buy this air vent mount for $20 instead, and I also buy a dash cam. The cheapest dash cam they had was $200, so that's what I had to pay. I go back into my car and I take the plastic off of the driver's seat, I place that on the carpet because my sandals were soaked. It takes me a few minutes to open up the packages and install them.
After that I had no idea where to go. I figured I'd drive around aimlessly for a while though, because I could always use the GPS to get back. I drive around aimlessly and eventually get bored, and set a destination to go to a beach here, Isla Verde. I've never been there before, so I set the GPS to go there. The hardest thing was finding a parking spot, because everything was filled up. I luckily eventually found an open parking spot, and so I parallel park there. It was so hard with this SUV, it feels much clunkier and less agile than a sedan and I feel like I would leave a giant dent if I hit anything, but I eventually got in. It was hard though. I need more practice.
I walk over to Isla Verde and it was a pretty nice beach. Awesome. I go there and I play in the water for a bit, I take some pictures. I go to that stream there in that first picture and walk through it. Apparently that's all sewer water going to the sea. I shouldn't have played in it. I sit down in the sand for a while, and take off my shirt. I lie down in the sand for a while and relax. And that was it. After that I went back, and drove back home.
At home I was so bored out of my mind, so I touched myself again. And I ended up eating a lot. I just ate and watched South Park in Spanish with Spanish subtitles so I could learn it. Then I open Lulu's messages and reply to them late at night.
I go to sleep a bit before 12 AM, although I was feeling very sleepy at around 10 PM. I should have just slept at 10 PM to be honest, I don't know what overcame me to stay up any later.
That was my whole day today.
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