One of my other friends has tomorrow off work. She texted me earlier this afternoon and asked if I wanted to hang. I said yes, of course. So excited that I get to spend more time with her. It has been a long time that I have been able to spend a whole day with someone of my choosing, and I won't have to rush home. The more I think about it, the more excited I get. Even as I put this entry down, I can feel it.
At the same time, though, I feel sad because this will be the first time I get to spend some quality time with a friend since my gram passed, and I feel a little guilty for feeling so excited. Mostly because I don't get to share it with her, she was always the one I would share my excitement with. She uses to tell me she would be with me until she was 100 or until I was in my 30's. She was right on the second choice.
I knew this day would come and that it will be surreal for me. I choose to be happy for her.
Bring on my social life.
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