I don’t know how to describe what I’m feeling right now honestly, it’s a mix of emotions. I’m disappointed, happy, scared, and much much more that I don’t understand lol. Can’t foucs on my work ‘cause I have lots of things to do that I don’t know what I’m going to do. Exams are a day away lmao and I haven’t studied any of them yet. I’m also worried about my mom whose undergoing therapy for her surgery. Still contemplating about whether to shift or not. I feel so hopeless right now, and with what’s happening in my surrounding adds up to my fear for the future. I just wanna lay down for a while, but I can’t since I have lots of things to do. Kinda messed up rn. Earlier I just froze while doing my part on a group work, thinking if what I’m doing is right. I also hate myself for making the wrong decision, I wouldn’t be regretting so much now. I feel like if I’ve made the right decision years ago, I wouldn’t be like this :// haysst. Gahh, if I followed my gut, I would’ve been happy rn with my decision. One wrong decision led to another.
There's no breaks in life, even in vacation. It's just a daily thing.
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