On This Week

I've never felt more unmotivated and yet motivated in my life.

It's a complex feeling.

I want to be happy, healthy, and lovely.

Easy on the eyes.

I want people to look at me because I'm beautiful, not because of how fat I am.

For some reason, I remember very little of my routine this week.

Today started off good, but got rough at lunchtime as with the day before.

Yesterday I had subway and a big red for lunch.

Today was one tostada and a big red, again, for lunch.

Unlike yesterday, I chose to workout to try and burn off as many of the unwanted calories as quickly as possible.

I think once I have a 30 day streak of 10k steps, I will boost it to 15k.

Eventually, 20k and 25k.

Once in a blue moon, I would like to walk 40k steps.

A marathon for health.

For beauty.

In other news, I told my mother that I'm to be getting married in two months time and she took it relatively well!

This is actually going to happen!

Even more the reason to slim down before my big day.