Exhaustion

I am exhausted and stressed. I feel so burnt out. I can definitely feel my body starting to deteriorate. It feels like nothing has stopped for me in the last 3 weeks, it's just been go go go. My boyfriend is now talking about us moving to Alberta in the fall which is a little stressful to me as I haven't even been at my current job for a year and I have no money saved to make that kind of a move. I still have debt to pay off. While it causes me to panic a little bit about the state of my finances, it also really excites me! I have always wanted to make some sort of a big move like this but could never see myself doing it on my own.

I do need to figure out what I would do once there. I think I would probably go into car sales rather than boat sales. There just isn't as much boating in Alberta as there is in Ontario. The other issue is that we want to move in together for a few months before making a move to Alberta.

Everything is just feeling like a lot right now and I wish I could just hit pause on life for a while but I have paused my life too many times. I think getting myself to the gym and working out would really help but I am so burnt out and exhausted. I am sitting at my desk right now typing this journal, unable to even think about contacting customers. Which is odd because the last 3 days I have been hyper focused on work and now I cannot even consider it.