Onwards and upwards

I guess today is not so bad. i am a little sore and tired but I am pushing through. Hoping to make some progress on some sales. My boyfriend is thinking about coming home from his trip after a month instead of 3 months which is good. I miss him so much but I really hope he isn't cutting his trip short just for me.

I took my dogs for a walk last night for the first time in a long time (My dad usually walks them as I haven't been living at home.) Shelby pulled the entire time and Porsche kept getting herself tangled in her leash. But overall it felt really nice just to be outside again. I think part of the reason I have been so outrageously tired is that I have been depressed. Some fresh air and some exercise really puts all of that into perspective though and gives you a bit of the boost you need. I am really looking forward to getting back to the gym and finding healthy things that I like to eat so that I can get in shape. Having been so weak that i had to learn to walk again, my goal is now to be as strong as possible. There are always some minor set backs such as a flare up but I need to be able to push myself through and stay motivated.

My current dilemma is figuring out how to afford moving out of my parents house. Apartments are so expensive and even though we'll be splitting it, it will still cost a lot. I am trying to find out how i can get cheaper insurance on my car and spend less on gas to hopefully help out with expenses. I would have to save quite a bit though to make it possible for me to move out right now.

Onwards and upwards I guess!