More Goals

It's been a few days since I've journaled.

I am currently waiting to hear back whether or not I got an apartment. Fingers crossed that I did because I am in love with that place. The kitchen is huge and it is nice and bright. I can really picture my life there.

I am working my way towards meeting my goals. I am trying to get back into going to the gym but I think I pushed myself a little too hard to quickly which kind of set me back as I was so sore I didn't feel like going. Another goal that I have set for myself is to learn French. I find it to be such a beautiful language. I have always wanted to learn French. When I was little my favourite thing in the world was Madeline. I had actually always wanted to be in French Immersion but my parents never decided to put me in it. I have an our drive to and from work and so I have started to listen to French podcasts while I drive. Maybe I will have to sign up for some classes as well.

Another goal I would like to reach are my financial goals. I would like to be debt free as soon as possible but I would also like to have some savings and so everyday I am working and planning for that. Although at the moment I am still spending money on stupid things like not packing a lunch and going out for lunch instead. These are habits I am hoping to kick, they really add up in the end. I want to save and be able to take an extended trip to Europe in the next few years. I think that I need to get a little better at my job to accomplish these goals. The more boats I sell and reach my goals, the more money I will have to travel with and also the more willing work will be to let me go on these trips, if I am exceeding my goals. I guess that is pretty good motivation to get to work on things and do better. I say this as I sit at work writing in my journal rather than getting anything done haha!

I find that my job doesn't really have a lot of deadlines and as a person who struggles with ADHD I require deadlines to actually force me to get work done. Deadlines I set for myself are not good enough, I require deadlines set by a person in a position of authority. I really need to work on this as I would really like to excel at my job.