He's coming home

Today is the day BF gets on a plane to come home to me! I don't know how I am supposed to get any work done knowing that he is coming home. he arrives at 6 AM tomorrow. I plan on picking him up at the airport and then our plan is to go to brunch and then head to our airbnb. I think it is going to be really nice to have him here again and it will take a lot of stress off of me. He is going to split my drive to work with me for the week that we are living at my parents. And having him here means that i don't have to figure things out for our apartment on my own. Not that he has made me do any of it on my own, I just took it upon myself to do things.

I haven't finished cleaning for his arrival yet which is slightly stressful but I think I will probably have the energy to do it tonight because I will just be so high on the idea that he will be here in less than 24 hours. I have to finish cleaning the bathroom and my bedroom and then I have to pack for the Airbnb. I guess next week I actually have to start packing for moving. I just cleaned all of my laundry but haven't actually found the energy to fold it all. I really hope that now that he is going to be home I will have more energy to do things.

we've started talking about our future and all the exciting things that we want to do with our lives together. It is so nice to have someone who pictures their future the same way that I do and who also pictures their future with me in it. I think it is really funny how when we are young we seem to settle for what we think is the best we are going to get. It is not until we meet someone whose light changes our whole perspective, that our eyes are really opened to the possibility of receiving back the love that we give. People always talk about "the one that got away" and I used to think I had a one that got away. But this man has changed my whole world for the better and I would not change it for the world. I cannot picture myself ever longing for the one that got away because the person infront of me has given me the world. He is the only person I want. It is an amazing thing to give love and receive that love in return. To find someone with the same capacity for love is something truly beautiful.