Waking up in the morning, it seemed to me that today would be an ordinary, more negative day, immediately when I woke up, everything was already making me nervous, and this was not the first day, but towards the evening everything changed. I needed to go to the hospital and pick up a certificate. While standing in line to see the doctor, I sat down to read a book that I was obliged to read every day, but due to laziness I read, God forbid, once every 2-3 days. While reading, I came across the phrase “Life has taught you the exact number of lessons so that you can draw conclusions...”. This greatly changed my attitude towards beginnings, when I was going to do something, I was usually stopped by laziness, or excuses that I came up with on the fly, but after this, I hope that it will become easier for me to start doing something. Also, today I finished playing through RDR 2, and this game really sank into my soul, and in the evening, watching a video about the main character before going to bed, I suddenly catch the association with myself. He has been in the gang since adolescence, constantly helping it, without thinking about his dream and what exactly he wants to do, and whether he wants the life he lives now, we go through his formation with him throughout the game, I I couldn’t explain well the exact content of that video, but after it, and after going through the plot of the game, I wanted to cry, my life is so meaningless and uncontrollable that I just wanted to cry. I recommend that you also play through Red Dead Redemption 2 if you haven’t already, and I hope that I can write more often.
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