Another productive normal work day

11:32 PM

What even happened today? I woke up, did some BetterMe exercises again, and ate. I did some work. There was this 23AndMe package that arrived today and I put in my saliva and mailed it back to be tested. I'm interested in seeing what my ancestry and health genetics look like.

4:53 AM (of Friday, January 5th 2023)

I just woke up from some dream about death. I don't want to write about the method of dying I'd choose for myself if I could choose how I'd die, in case it actually does happen. But maybe I should actually write about it, since it's the preferred way I'd want to die? But then again, I probably shouldn't in case it happens prematurely. But then, I should? Because if it does happen prematurely, then I'd probably become famous postmortem.

Anyway, I'd want it to happen when I'm older, like 90+, maybe even 100+ if I live that long, but I doubt that. So like most other deaths, this would be entirely unpredictable, I wouldn't have any knowledge of it, neither would anyone else. The way I'd want to die, is by accidental plane crash death. It would be quick, hopefully painless, I'd die with many others, something that hopefully makes the news. But obviously if I could choose not to die, I'd choose to never die. Death sucks. I can't believe people pay for animals to be killed so they can eat them, when they can very easily choose not to, forcing death on innocent animals.

Mary and I texted a bunch more today of course, flirting with each other a little. I'm getting along really nicely with her. She's amazing. Right now we're discussing our plan for our first date. I sent her an idea of what I have planned for us to do together, and I'm waiting for her response. She told me that she's all free all weekend and that she's all mine this weekend :).

She makes me really happy.

Anyway I would have gone outside and exercised today, but it was cold. I just stayed at home and did some BetterMe at home exercises, and some arm curls. I think I ate way too much today though, like 4000 calories or something like that. Just insanely way too much for no reason.

Anyway that was my day today.