8:38 AM (of Wednesday, March 6th 2024)
Today is Tuesday, March 5th 2024 and it was a mostly normal day today. I did my dailies again as always, pretty much all of them this time. There's always a few that I skip or don't end up doing, but today I pretty much did them all, although again, there were a few I didn't do.
I worked the whole day today too, since there was a lot of things going on today. The past few days I haven't been working all that much. When I said that I mainly just did my dailies, I meant that. I basically just did my dailies, and didn't do much else, except for browse the Internet or something. Today I did my dailies, and I worked.
I've been skipping the 8-20 minute ab exercises though for some reason. I don't know why I skip them. It does take far longer to do that than the pull ups, chin ups, push ups, which take just like 2 minutes at the most, but they're less intense. 8 minutes is just the minimum, I could do like 30 minutes or something, depending on the abs workout I pull up. I pay $20 a year for this one fitness app with all these different workouts, but it's worthless if I don't use it. I need to get back to that, if I'm serious about my goal of getting six pack abs.
I read the Yamada and the 7 Witches Manga again. I don't know why I'm doing that. It's such a waste of time, entertainment. Who cares? I just closed all my tabs related to this. I had the subreddit for Yamada and the 7 Witches open, I had the manga open, and I had the anime open, on different tabs. I had the manga open because it was recommended by the people in the subreddit, and to start from chapter 1, since it was completely different from the anime. They were right, it is totally and completely different from the anime, from the very first chapter. But I don't care anymore. I think I wasted a good chunk of yesterday reading this.
While I was napping around 7 PM, Eric called me up and asked if I could help out with moving some surf boards. There was this girl there, let's call her Tea. We've talked on the phone before, as she's a friend of Eric's, but haven't met in real life yet. So we met up in real life today. I guess Eric was trying to hook us up, since we're both single. Tea and I hugged when we first met, and we worked, moving these surfboards from close to the beach, to the side of this one road nearby. She talked about how she was looking for a partner basically the whole time, Eric would later say privately that was her hitting on me, I couldn't even tell. I thought she was just talking about just normal stuff.
So yeah, Tea was somewhat attractive, as most young women are. She's white, blue eyes, brown hair, fairly fit, around 5'2", a couple years younger than me. Physically she was fine, but I'd say personality-wise, hobby-wise, intelligence-wise, not exactly my type though. I told her first thing that what I was looking for was a vegan partner, and she isn't, so that's a big deal breaker right there. She said she was vegan before, but started eating animals again for health related reasons I'm assuming, she didn't say exactly. I've dated vegans older than her, even a vegan in her 40s, and they were more attractive.
Wahl was 28 when we first met up in real life, and she still is today, the most attractive and most beautiful women I've ever met ever, even more beautiful than women I've met in their late teens or early 20s. Like I'd upload photos of Wahl and I together if that didn't breach her privacy. She's just insanely, insanely, beautiful, not only her appearance but also her everything else. She's extremely intelligent, extremely passionate, extremely disciplined. I'd give up my life to save hers, without hesitating, because I think she's that valuable. She's probably the only person I'd do that for, I do love my parents for example, but I wouldn't give up my life for them, and they'd understand, and they wouldn't want me to. It's weird, maybe I'm just obsessed, or a fan, or something, but I would give my life up for Wahl, at least, for the version of Wahl that I know.
I think Mary is excellent as well, but she didn't let me fall in love with her to the point that I would give up my life for her. Wahl and I have been talking for a couple of years, the first few months were romantically, sharing a lot about each other, and our first day together was romantically too. It was only after that meetup that it was like "let's just be friends" thing. But yeah, Mary did not let it get to the point yet where I loved her enough that I'd give up my life for her. It could have eventually gotten there, but it didn't. I only felt this way about Wahl after I met her in real life, after talking for months, and really just saw her brilliance in reality.
Mary and I did get along extremely well through our messaging though and talking to each other. I think we vibed exceptionally well, or maybe she was just so open to liking me, that she enjoyed all my messages, we enjoyed each other's messages. She's really the only person I've had long term plans with, as in, being together forever, and we talked each other in that way. I miss talking to her and want to talk to her again in the future.
People do change over the years. Wahl does get older. I do think she is amazing the way she is right now, but people do change, for example she might eat animal products again. If she does, like Tea does, I would lose all my attraction for her, and she'd no longer be someone I'd give up my life for. But for this current version of Wahl, the Wahl that I know and remember, she's the best person in existence in my opinion. Wahl just doesn't post much of anything on any social media, maybe a post once a year, or once every two years, and this means rarely posting about veganism too. So I never have any idea what's going on with her without talking to her.
Anyway, Tea wasn't remarkable. Everyone to me feels like a small LED light compared to the bright sun that is Wahl, everyone pales in comparison. Not even the most beautiful celebrities, or runway models, or highest paid supermodels, compare to Wahl at all. Wahl is an infinite times more beautiful than them still. And I don't think it's all even about Wahl's appearance, I think as long as she's her, her personality, passion, discipline, everything, even when she's 80, I'd still find Wahl more attractive than anyone.
Anyway I want six pack abs myself before I even message Wahl or Mary, or any other girls in my serious pursuit for dating them again. Wahl has six pack abs. She's so incredibly fit and beautiful, that's why I say no one can even come close to her. I come nowhere close as her male match physically, but she still went out with me and talked with me romantically seriously for a while.
So anyway, both Eric and I agreed that Tea not being vegan was a turn off to both of us. Tea was looking to be a stay at home mom, she just wants to stop working, have kids, and have a guy provide for her. I could be that guy, I told her, but we're not compatible other than that. We had fun though, it's always cool meeting a new girl and talking somewhat romantically.
I'm just gonna fast again. This time though, I will be drinking some soda or something. I need to get abs asap. So I will just be drinking soda. Maybe eating some peanut butter protein too. Ugh. I hate weight gain. But I need to get six pack abs for Wahl, so I can message her before her birthday which is coming up soon.
Anyway that was my day today.
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