First time writing an actual journal, also there is no right or wrong way to write one. Anyway, start with a morning feeling alright, forced exercise though not a great experience. throughout the day I feel like I'm living with no purpose whatsoever, I'm just living, I guess thats a blessing, in some way there are many people wish to be alive to enjoy life as it is but for me I just feel lost. Reminds me of a quote from 451F: . We have everything we need to be happy, but we aren't happy. Something's missing" just search the quote for accuracy... Then what do i need to feel happy what do i need to feel content, maybe it is related to my future job? I'm so close to graduation now, my parents are forcing me to choose business, i choose marketing btw because it is i can feel closer to my actual dream job. I've been on a run to avoid all my problem for the longest time and now it comes to bite back. I can't continue to runaway like this.I know that better than anybody, I know i need to face it but didn't do anything, I know darn well that i'm in need of change but i can't do it. Maybe i'll try to change now, who knows whats out there. Thank you for reading this bunch of chaotic though i called a journal honestly idk what to do but still i really appreciate it.
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