Okey day

Hii my journal,

I am reading new book.

More spicy one, more like romantic and funny one. I really like this book! I enjoy it soo much but i can not read now cause I have to do math.

I really do not want to. I do not have energy to do that. But I will do it in a moment ofc.

This day was pretty boring, nothing excited expect this book. I am worried about my friend. She is rn very stressed because of exams and school stuff. I feel bad for her, I want to help her in some way that's why I comforted her. It feels like its not enough. Like anything i do is enough.

My brother told me that he cried when I was having a panic attack. This one time i decided to ask my parents for help. That was not a good decision. My mom told me I looked like a psycho. Yeah, never again. That was kinda sad to hear that from my brother. He does not even know that i had therapy for more that a year. I love my brother i do not want to hurt him in any way. And I will not, that's why I do not tell stuff to people

I was pretty depressed when I did that. But now I am trying to be better and tell my friends when I am at my low. Not my family tho. Never again.

Oo popcorn! I have to take some before everybody will eat everything

Wish me luck!!

Full of (I WISH POPCORN) curiosity