I like her, but not in the sense of wanting to have her. I genuinely care about her. Seeing her happy makes me happy. I want her to be okay, even if she’s far away from me. Life feels a bit strange right now, and I don’t really know what’s going to happen, but I know we’re not going to be together. In a month, she’ll go back to her city, and we’ll probably only see each other next year—if that even happens. In the meantime, she has her friends and family to be with, and I don’t want to get in the way or turn whatever “this” is into something heavy. If it were up to me, I’d spend the whole day by her side. When we’re together, I can’t stop looking at her and thinking about how amazing she is. And when she kisses me, I never want it to end.
This is one of those rare feelings in life, the kind you have to make the most of when it happens. It’s a connection that doesn’t come around often, and from past experience, I know it’s special. Even if this relationship comes to an end—by that, I mean the bond we share through friendship, care, and affection—I’ll always feel happy as long as she’s happy. I’m not religious, but if I were, she’d definitely be in my prayers.
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