Day 1 Fasting - 172.2 Pounds

11:43 PM

It's been 26 hours, 26 minutes, 26 seconds since I last ate any food. I started the timer on my watch as soon as I was done eating last night, and haven't eaten since. It's such a weird coincidence that the time was exactly at 26:26:26 on the timer app, and then just a few seconds ago, it was 11:44:11 on my watch's time, as soon as I closed the timer app.

They call patterned numbers like this "angel numbers", the most common example being 11:11. The person who coined the phrase Angel Numbers, I think she says it came to her in a dream, and she wrote a book about it. The angel numbers are supposed to have some meaning which she just made up and a lot of people believed. Decades later she disowned the entire thing, saying she regrets coming up with the concept and saying it had no meaning and it was all made up.

Factually and objectively I agree, angel numbers mean absolutely nothing. There is no way to prove that angel numbers mean anything nor do anything, it's all a made up concept. It's similar to the zodiac signs, both Chinese and Western zodiacs and their horoscopes are all completely made up and fabricated. The Norse also have their own horoscope with the runes, I went to Iceland with Wahl last year and there was a woman we encountered on a bridge who gave us our Norse horoscope based on our birthdates and birth location.

For these kinds of numbers, serendipitous numbers, I do see them a lot. I see them everywhere. It could just be a coincidence because the memory for them stands out more. When I look at the time now, it's 11:51 PM, and that has no meaning at all, no repeating numbers or anything, so I'll forget it shortly after. Out of the hundreds of times I look at the time every day, I probably only see a serendipitous number a handful of times, but seeing that number and seeing the pattern, makes it stand out in my memory more, and that's probably why we remember these kinds of numbers more.

Because the meaning for these kinds of numbers are entirely made up, we can assign our own meaning to them. For me, when I see a number like that, I just take it as a sign that I'm on the right path. A bunch of random coincidences like that happen in my every day life, the most special one being a plane's shadow covering me, because the chances of that happening are probably 1 in a billion, yet it's happened at least 3 times that I remember to me. I was walking, and boom, a plane's shadow overwhelms me for but a second and I see the shadow moving by.

The first time it happened, it was a smaller plane shadow too. The smaller the plane's shadow, the more luck it takes to be inside of it. It takes being at the right place and right time, and I was there a handful of times. The first time it happened, I was walking down the path near this Hyundai car dealership, and then things went slightly darker for a second, and then I saw the plane's figure as a shadow right in front of me, that's when it registered that holy shit, a plane just flew right on top of me and I was in its shadow. I think this might have taken place around 2018-2020.

The second time it happened, I think I was driving on a bridge here in San Juan, PR, and I was in my car, when yeah a plane drove right above me. It's kind of unfair though, because I was driving from the airport when this happened, so it's an area where there are a lot of planes constantly flying by. Another time this happened, was I was in my bathroom, here in my home in PR, and I was looking out the window, and then things went dark for a millisecond, I heard the noise of a plane passing by, and then I was like, nice, just experienced a plane flying over me again.

These numbers and good events like this, just remind me that I'm going on the right path. That's all. I started the timer on my watch at 9:17 PM yesterday, and that is a special number to me. Another one is 3/14, Pi Day, Einstein's birthday, the date March 14th or the time 3:14 is pretty special to me too.

Anyway, I'm pretty sleepy. I worked today, and that was it. I also went out to Wal-Mart tonight and bought a bunch of vegan food. I bought a bunch of food just in case some emergency happens and I have to eat something, and that way I'll have some foods available.

So tired. So low energy. It's been over 24 hours since I last ate anything, and my weight today was 172.2 pounds. I'm going to lose roughly a pound a day as I continue fasting. I want to lose weight and look ripped. This is the fastest way to do it.

I spent a lot of time last night reading people's experiences with fasting to cut, fasting to appear more ripped, and it from reading people's posts, it works. This method works. It's faster than cutting in a caloric deficit too.

It's just something very hard to do, because it requires not eating for several days. Few people can manage that. It takes a lot of endurance and willpower. As I write this, I am extremely hungry. I have done a 14 day fast twice already. If I can make it to 14 days again, this will be my third time. Throughout my experiences of not eating, I still never saw any animal and wanted to kill and eat them. Even when I was a meat eater, I never wanted to hurt and kill any animals to eat. Even when I'm starving and have gone days without food, I still never see any animals as food. It's been 12 years since I ate any any body parts, it's weird to me how most people can't even go a day without buying or eating corpses.

I'm glad vegan meat substitutes exist, they are so tasty and delicious. They honestly taste even better than body parts, which are flavorless without seasoning to begin with, and no animal cruelty involved. Society is extremely illogical and unreasonable when most people believe themselves to be compassionate, and yet they have animals tortured and killed for them when it's easy to avoid and vegan substitutes exist.

So I think I look pretty good right now to be honest, the problem is that most women don't. So I have to lose weight to improve my appearance. That's pretty much the main reason I'm fasting, just to improve my looks.

Anyway, that was my day today.