Overall stress but day was okey

Hii journal,

so today i met this new person on internet, she is cool i think, she also gives me bestie vibes haha, that's cool!

I was at a theater with my group today! It was fun to see my teacher in acction. Amazing

I love this experience. I am just there, watching actors on stage and i feel like i am part of the story. Or I feel like i do not exist anymory, the one thing that matters is this story.

Yeah i always in theather feel that way. I love it.

Tomorrow i will have an exam and I do not feel readyy. I did not study that much. I think i will do it tho. It will be okey. I HOPE

Yeah as u can see i do not feel like writing today, maybe i should but i do not want at the moment. Maybe tomorrow :)

I should talk with my friends about the last session with my parents and psychologist. It was so horrible. I think I would just feel better if i tell them. I told here but I do not know if that would be all. I often do not realize i have emotions other than happiness and i try to hide other emotions so bad that i just do not feel them.

But then i am having a panic attacks. Do not want that.

Yeah i probably will tell somebody

I think

I will try my best okey

I am so scared to do that i do not even know why

Full of stress

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