Math test

Hi journal!

Today I was learning math all day. I am pretty tired but also I did great progress so i do not want to stop.

I have an exam on wednesday. I AM SO SCARED TBH

I think my overall mental health is okey rn. I am not really well, cause I feel tired and I want to cry all the time but It is not that bad.

Like I can survive i think. It does not affect my work or relationships. I do not feel great but that is okey. Some days have to be not that good.

When had I a great day tho? Ou...

I feel pretty empty, like this whole world is just not for me. Not for everyone. Everyone is just a hypocrites who listen to made-up rules. We do not know anything about this world. And we pretend that we do. I think it is silly. I do not like the people who say that their rules are more true than other. Shut up, we know nothing. Can we just live together and not hurt eachother? We know that hurting is bad. We can argue on that but anyway it does not feel right. And yet we are hurting eachother. Why?

I have watched what Trump is doing in the USA. Trans people and immigrants I am so sorry for u. This whole situation makes me want to cry even more. Why would we hurt another human like that? Why we do not let others just live like they like to live? It does not hurt anybody when people dress like they like and everything.

Somebody may say that ''O but it is hurting me, I am a christian" OKEY Your God loves everyone equally. This is the most important rule in your religion. LISTEN

Why some people are that scared of something new? Not even new but something they do not know. I want to know things so i do reasearch. Is it that hard?

I am sure there are a lots of mistakes in this text and other one but i do not care tbh, cause this is my journal and yall can just simply not read it

I have a lot to do. But I will make it! I know this, I trust myself.

I finally trust myself

Full of hypocrisy like the whole world

XYZ