Overwhelmed

3:49 AM (of Friday, February 28th, 2025)

Despite writing deeply about yesterday, I admit today was largely the same as yesterday. I think it was today that I was walking outside in the morning, that a kid and their mom stopped in the middle of the road and waved at me. I waved back. It was kind of random.

My task list is kind of endless and intimidating. I am overwhelmed. Writing a journal entry daily is just one of my daily tasks, I just counted, and I have 35 daily tasks on my list. Not only that, I have a bunch of tasks for work and my business as well. I am overwhelmed. So overwhelmed.

At the same time, I want to build muscle and talk to women. While managing all these things. I have daily household chores (like washing dishes and cleaning up areas), daily self-care tasks (like brushing my teeth and checking my weight), daily physical tasks (strength and cardio exercises like 24 pull-ups and 10k steps), and on top of all this, business and work tasks. It's crazy.

The work and business tasks are not simple either. I have so much to do. I have to publish build a website and app from scratch fulfill a copyright submission I made years ago. That is just one task example, I have many others. Fucking insane. I am intimidated and overwhelmed.

Today was largely the same as yesterday. I got all of my exercises done, I got some work done, and then at night time and in the evening, I stayed at home instead of going out to the gym when I could have. I just felt way too intimidated by everything. I need to make an exact list of all my tasks I need to do and work on them.