Ate Again and Did All My Dailies

11:52 PM

Last night I broke my fast again, and ate again. I made it to around 30 hours, but for some reason I couldn't last any longer and just gave up. Even though it was only 30 hours in, the side-effects and symptoms of fasting were starting, such as the lightheadedness when standing up and feeling lethargic and low energy. It wasn't that bad at all 30 hours in, I still felt pretty good, but at the same time, I just couldn't do it for any longer and so I ate.

This morning I did all of my dailies. It's been a while since I last had a perfect day, but I did all of my brain training first in the morning, some vegan activism posts next, and then I did all of my workouts which are the pull-ups, chin-ups, push-ups, squats, leg raises, crunches, side crunches, and bicycle kicks. Even though in an earlier entry I estimated it only took me 20 minutes to do these workouts, it actually took around an hour to do all of the workouts.

After the workouts, I ate again, and then browsed the Internet for a bit, wanting to pass the time until the sun went down so I could walk outside. I watched more black pill videos, but the topic is really depressing. Yeah, I could have done some chores or something, but I just watched videos to pass the time.

In the evening, I walked outside in the neighborhood again, for a bit over an hour. I listened to content countering the black pill, such as glow ups that were completely life changing, and also a bit of this debunking of the black pill podcast episode. Listening to this episode calmed me down and motivated me that I can do more in my life.

Life is pretty good, even if doesn't feel that way right now. There's a lot of potential and possibilities.