Fasting Day 2

9:15 PM

I'm 45 hours into my fast right now. I've been fasting since 11:59 PM of May 7th. Actually, I started my fast a bit earlier than that, maybe at around 8 PM, but I didn't start the timer until 11:59 PM.

Sometimes I feel like giving up and just eating again. A few minutes ago I was feeling exactly like that, miserable, depressed, extremely low energy, starving, but right now, I don't feel any hunger at all. It's so weird. I still feel very low energy and a bit of all those other emotions, but at least I'm not hungry.

I'd write more but I'm honestly way too tired to write anything. I can barely move. All day I've either been working or just watching anime. Yeah, anime is a waste of time and all that, but I'm too low energy to do anything else.

It's weird because the first time I fasted with AJN, we would walk outside for a couple of hours in the morning the first few days of our fast, and she would make me do push ups and other exercises at home. Then every weekend we'd go hiking, while we were fasting for 14 days. So we went out hiking twice while several days into a fast and 10+ day into a fast. That's crazy.

It's really all mindset. I am miserable only because I feel that way. I've done this fasting thing many times already, and it's not that bad if I don't think of it as bad.

I might break this fast soon though, because when I broke my 100 hour fast last time, I quickly regained all the weight I lost back within a few days. So I think it will be better to take a break now, and then fast for another 48 hours, if it meant I won't regain all the weight back again.

If I do break my fast today, which I think is a good idea, I'll restart it again at 11:59 PM.