Made it to 72 hours of fasting

2:14 AM

The contract I made with myself in my previous entry was to fast for 72 hours, and if I didn't, I would abandon all of my life aspirations. So it was an all-or-nothing deal, that I would basically do everything I could to last 72 hours in fasting.

Well I made it, I am now 77 hours into my current fast, and I can now break it off at any time. However, I am still healing from minoxidil damage, and the best way to heal from this kind of damage, according to ChatGPT, is to fast for 120 hours, so I am aiming to fast for another 43 hours, until 120 hours is reached on Friday night. My ChatGPT is just very pro-fasting. I like that about my ChatGPT, it's personalized in that way. When I told DeepSeek that I was fasting, it basically told me to stop, while ChatGPT would list the benefits and continuously encourage me to keep on going.

So far my weight is basically the least it's ever been at 154 pounds. I was 153.5 pounds back when my previous fast ended back in March, so I'm basically at that same weight again now. My body fat % is higher now though, and because I have damage from minoxidil, my face is also different from back then. I'm fasting to heal from minoxidil.

Anyway, I'm very sleepy and tired, I always am while fasting, so I have to end this entry now. Well, there's a bit that happened, I still worked all day and attended some meetings and got work done, just fasted. Also Mandy asked me the other day if she could stay at my place, and we chat about it some more today, I am probably not going to let her because I don't think my place is what she's looking for. Initially she asked for just a few days, but in reality she actually wants to live somewhere forever. I don't want to be responsible for that.

I'm pretty tired. A bunch of other stuff happened, but I am so tired. Tomorrow I have to pick up several packages from the USPS. I wonder how that will go down when I am so tired? Today I did some chores though, like laundry my bedsheets and pillowcases, and remake my bed. I also went out to Marshall's again and bought a bunch of dried fruits for when my fast ends. I'm going to eat so much. The refeeding process is just eating a bit of easily digestible foods like fruit, dried fruit, or steamed vegetables, waiting 30 minutes to an hour, eating a bit more, waiting a bit more, and just repeating that with more and more food and wider options until back to normal.

I haven't eaten anything in over 3 days and I am so hungry. I feel like I'm dying. ChatGPT tells me this is autophagy healing my body, but it hurts and I am tired. Most people won't be able to do this, because they have a busy life. Pretty much the only people capable of doing it for over 3 days, are people who work from home, or have similar liberties. Although, Eli Martyr from the Freemelon Society is a pro, he works as a stuntman and fasts for 10 days at a time regularly, he is a fruitarian or raw vegan, and I don't know how he does it, the 10 day fasting while working as a stuntman, and being a fruitarian or raw vegan. He's just a master at whatever he does.

So sleepy. Oh yeah, I sleep for like 1-2 hours at a time while fasting. It's really hard to sleep. Even though I can feel so tired and sleepy, it's still very hard to sleep.

But yeah, I'm going to just end this now since I am so tired. I can't wait to make it to 120 hours, then I can finally eat again.