one week of entries...

Trying my best to survive this week of journaling.

Hoping that typing can help me in my journaling journey because writing can be so time consuming.

But it's also sometimes a challenge to sit down at my computer and make the time to tip tap away.

Absolutely brutal night last night.

Came home from work to my husband and his Dungeon and Dragon buddies being pretty buzzed.

I decided to join in and have a couple of drinks. I unfortunately have a problem where once I have two beers, beer then turns into water for me.

I accidentally let myself lose track when I should have known to cut myself off.

I didn't think about needing to cut myself off in my own house, but it is definitely something that needs to be done.

I was probably drunk and blacked out by 20:00 and I got home from work a little bit after 16:15.

I then woke up early Monday morning around 01:00 to throw up and get the spins and suffer for a couple of hours.

I had a headache and threw up three separate times. Each time my body broke out in a sweat from the top of my scalp all the way to the tip of my toes.

I would change shirts, lay down, suffer, and then repeat.

It was quite a great time...

Nothing like drinking when you are 33 years old versus when you are 23 years old, that's for sure.

Probably fell back asleep sometime around 04:00 early Monday morning and then was able to somehow unknown to me, drag my ass to work my scheduled 09:30 to 13:30 [4 hours] shift at my retail job.

Got up at a reasonable time, took a very needed shower, brushed my teeth hardcore, and even made a coffee to go with me.

Driving to work, I definitely was still feeling a bit hungover and messed up, though.

I managed to survive thanks to it being a relatively slow/quiet day.

Talked to my gen z co-workers about TikTok and Love Island US [season 7].

Including the fact that there was literally a Palestinian kissing a former IDF soldier.... Literally... That really happened on reality TV during WWIII, shortly after Israel dropped several bombs on Iran.... Absolutely mindblowing.

As an old person of 33 years old, I let my young coworkers know to be aware of subtle propaganda that can happen anywhere, at anytime......

Anyways, since it was such a lovely short day I got home before 14:00.

As per my gen z coworker's request, I listened to Lorde's new album Virgin.

It was good, I liked it.

I also watched the rest of Love Island so that I was 100% caught up and could now truly enjoy my TikTok experience, lol~

I had a load of laundry that I started and then got too drunk to finish so I rewashed it and dried it.

Got the kitchen cleaned up and then I just chilled out until Steven got home from work so we could have dinner.

Just had a chill and relaxing night, then went to bed to read my kindle libby book as fast as possible so I can return it on time.

It's the last day of the month and that means tomorrow is the first day of the month, so here's hoping to a burst of productivity from me...

See ya then~