Mental Health Journey Day 44

Currently listening to: Red Light by Siouxsie and the Banshees

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Again, I struggled with my physical health. I need to schedule an appointment with my doctor soon.

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Mental health:

I can finally talk about my mental health again.

Today I realised that many people see me as a stupid person, because I struggle with a few things. I hate this so much. I also hate it, because I hear so many people trying to convince me that everybody has their strengths and weaknesses. Yeah, some strengths are perceived as more valuable than others, I guess. And some weaknesses are perceived as worse than others. It makes me feel stupid.

And it makes me feel worthless.

I guess it was all a lie. Some people are perceived as more valuable than others. I hate this so much.

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I am finally a physics student. I am looking forward to my next semester!

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A few things I enjoyed:

• listening to music
• reading a book
• to draw

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See you soon, everybody!