so about 1st December.....

yeah i know today is 2nd December but i was tired last night to post. but no fear when i am here with an update!

so i basically posted over here yesterday then made myself a timetable i already know im not gonna follow, and then got ready and went to school. there is this mean girl in my class we've had major beef. everyone was past it but im not. I forgive not forget and i haven't even forgiven her. i'm not that high on time rn so i'll do long story short on here but yeah i do need to get her trash out my system too so i'll write abt her soon. but yeah what happened is first we were chem class and she told me to shift a little, I was pissed so i did shift a little, just got up and sat back down at the same spot. later when she was talking with her sidekick snitch, i also need to get her trash out the system, and the teacher called those two out on talking, she said there was no space and blamed it on me! like bro wtf is wrong with youuuuuu. i shot back and yeah the usual kind tone i use is nowhere in sight when i talk to her or snitch. i don't regret being mean to those two pieces of shit tbh. but then during the lecture i heard bitch and snitch talking abt my crush m and me. I am glad they don't know the name but HOW THE FUCK DO THESE TWO KNOW ABT MY EXCRUSHES THAT I ONLY TOLD 5 OF MY FRIENDS ABTTTTT. THAT IS SO FUCKING FREAKY LIKE WHY DO YOU KNOW THAT. AND WHY IM PANICKING? M STILL STUDIES WITH US, IVE GOTTEN OVER MY CRUSH AND HES A BROTHER TO ME NOW AND THIS BITCH I DON'T TRUST HER A BIT. but yeah i am pissed rn. also sleep deprived lol.

so school was over, we went home and i had a mess of a day already. then my friend had to come to my house to pick up a hairdryer, she needs one for some time and i lend her mine. she got lost and it was a whole shit show. we were both trying to figure out where the other was and it was a mess. but yeah now she knows my house and also her coding classes are nearby so she can drop by for lunch anytime and i'll love that too.

but yeah after that my brother went to his classes and mom was off, dad is out of town and returning today. but yeah so they were gone and if anyone has read my last entry you know i didn't sleep a blink the night before. so i fell asleep after locking the door and awoke to a whole shitshow again. mom was yelling from the window for me to wake up and i got scolded so badly. so after that i was on eggshells the whole evening and had pizza, fries and a burger or dinner which were all so yummy. went to bed early without talking to bf and had a good sleep. woke up at 6 am, scrolled toll 6:45, went to check on all the cats till 7am and just took a while typing this out. now im gonna change and get ready for another hell of a day.

I hope yall are having a better day than i am.

byeeee