hellooooooo
my days are going calmer as 2026 is slowly approaching. today i had my night walk and had around 1100 steps done, not much but better than zero. i have a cousin sister who i am kinda silently competing with rn to see who can lose weight quicker and she hasn't lost even a lil bit. i feel guilty sometimes for this silent competition and the fact that i do exercises without her sometimes, but frankly im tired of being the fat and ugly one every single time. she has always been the pretty one overshadowing me in every group picture and i am tired of it. i wanna have my glow up era and this year im committed. i set up more of my bullet journal yesterday. so it has a lot of stuff now for every month and i am loving it. tho i have not made any progress on my study area decorating. tonight i am going to stay up a bit, both to talk to my bf hopefully and also to complete shit. i am also working on my first long form yt vid and am so excited. i also gave a few online auditions for cover groups on bandlab and am so excited abt those too. but all of this had put my studies on the back front so i am kinda guilty. anyways byeeeee
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