progress!

So i had a pretty few decent days the past days and i wanted to write them down here! so these past few days i got 2 collabs going on bandlab, am writing for both of them, rapping in both, singing in one. am super excited about that as well as there is this mini survival show type thing going on for a group, i made it to mission 3 and 6 people are out by now, final line up will have 7 people, i am super nervous but also happy abt that! and with that i am also making a lot more covers of songs, singing a lot more and realizing how to better myself. i love it so much it is very fulfilling emotionally! and along with that, i also kinda figured a bit of stuff out with bf and he texted me during the day today. sounds normal, but with the kind of silent he is i am so so happy with just that. and he even responds quicker these days. guess im lucky enough that he's trying for me! that makes me very happy! and at school too it's a few lil things but yeah i am very happy. there is a farewell celebration my class is arranging for our seniors, so im in charge of the invites and stuff right. when anchoring the event came up, the teacher was relived when she looked and me and went like "yeah we have here, she'll do the anchoring." followed by a few of the students agreeing saying im good at that! im so happy about that cause i love having a mic and being the person talking, and i want to get to the point of singing but im not that confident yet. but yea i loved that! tho the class bitch got into that as well, i don't wanna have her with me i would love to share the mic with one of my friends or even one of the guys but NOT HER! i wanna decline since she joined but i don't want my teacher thinking im judgy or stuff. anyways that aside, i just have a lot of work for the weekend but aside that i've been studying this past week too, just got done with tests and this time i studied for each one! i don't usually study. also today we had our physics presentation. tho my material was lacking, my teacher said good communication skill and body language, no one else got that, and he had to ask every person's name but not mine, that makes me happy enough to not care abt passing anymore! at least if i get a mediocre job in the future i can still build myself up as long as i network well and work hard! if you get what i mean. lol anyways now im gonna go and sleep, i am so happy tho eeee ^^