Sleep

I didn't get a lot done today. I'm not sure if I have allergies or if I'm sick, but I haven't felt very well all day. I guess I needed the sleep. I woke up early with a sense of urgency and thought someone had texted me, but they didn't. It must have been a nightmare that I was having, so I didn't sleep well the night before. I am sleeping longer on average than I used to with the addition of trazadone. I really don't want to be taken off of my medicine. They're actually pushing me more towards medical marijuana, but it's just too expensive for me to buy all the time. I was lucky that my roommate had some left over when I was out the other day, but then their partner took me to the dispensary and I spent the last of the cash I had set aside for last month.

I should be paid in the next few days, but I'm worried that with my funds being cut and having to pay my credit card bill, I'm probably short another $400 more than I thought I was because yeahhhhh I need to pay that. It's only a secured card, so I actually have the money, but I'll probably have to pay rent with credit this month, which isn't a great feeling. I don't have much of a choice though, being on a set income.

Tomorrow night is going to be another family night in the back yard, so everyone will be here and probably will be intoxicated in some way. They said that I could try acid again, but I really think it's pointless because my medicine gives me totally immunity from it's effects, which is both kind of neat and fucking sucks at the same time.

I still need to work on my inktober project for today. I didn't draw anything the other day. I'm worried that the structure of You Must Do This Every Day is going to be too much for me because right now it kind of feels that way and I don't actually feel like drawing at all, especially since I can barely breathe and feel like crap and kind of just want to sleep. I wish I could get it done, but I just don't know. Then if I say oh I'll do two tomorrow....then I will never get any of them done.

Edit: I have drawn magikarp variations for today's theme "fish"