Missed Out

7: 55 AM (of Monday, October 12th 2020)

Today is Saturday, October 10th 2020 and today was mostly a very chill day. Yesterday the Internet came back on, and I was able to do such simple things I take for granted again such as watching movies online and listening to music.

I woke up this morning at around 6 AM and got on Discord right away. Apparently last night people made some crazy bets in one of the groups I'm in and they made some crazy money. I missed out on it because I was sleeping, but it was all taking place at around 2 AM. Some of these people are now crazy rich, like I would be very happy with the amount these guys made. Man that is crazy. I sometimes wish "I would get my chance" and the ironic thing is probably that I have gotten a chance several times.

I want to yet get another chance though. Come on. And this one opportunity for me to work on my own project for another Discord group is also a pretty big thing, but I ended up not working on it. Maybe because it took too much effort? I don't know.

But anyway. I just did a lot of entertainment stuff today because I was feeling very dejected for "missing out" I guess. I feel a little envious of these people who are now so extremely wealthy from a small bet that they made. Like dang. I wish I got an opportunity like that too. And I guess I have, a few times, but I didn't take advantage of it.

Give me that chance again and I will take advantage of it this time.... Next time...