Watched Some Movies

8:01 AM (of Monday, October 12th 2020)

Today is Sunday, October 11th 2020 and I can't really say that I did much today.

There were some shows and movies that I watched today I guess, not really any reason to have watched anything other than to waste time. I think that's my way of "coping" to stressful situations, although I'm not really experiencing any stressful situations. I just feel so anxious and tense from having "missed out" on some things. Some of the people in my Discord group are very wealthy now due to a bet they made and I was asleep through it. I just think "man it's not fair" or "I wish I took part" or whatever.

Today was extremely uneventful. I wanted to walk outside, but it was raining. I changed clothes regardless and got an umbrella to go outside, but my phone was dead so I charged it first. The mood to go outside dispersed and I just stayed at home the entire day.

Yeah not much to say about today, other than I need to get my emotions in check. Just be cool about everything. Who cares about having "missed out"? Plenty of opportunities at any time, and I'll get my chance eventually. What I should have done is worked on my projects and/or studied a bit. I had so much free time available but I didn't really do much with it.