Walk Home

Stayed at Glitch's house again for a few days. We just watched anime and hung out and it was nice. Athena really likes me too. She would stay in bed with me while I was still asleep because Glitch gets up early. We played fetch a little bit with a squeaky toy. I did wake up to yelling though- Glitch was playing overwatch and it woke me in a startling way. Later on we planned to go back to my house but we waited 2 hours and still no lyft or uber so we just walked the mile home and they let me borrow their leather jacket to stay warm. I felt gross and had to keep spitting out gunk in my mouth because my agoraphobia was acting up being outside in an unfamiliar place as well as the cold increasing my already intense pain. It got better as we went on though which is good, I'm glad I was able to tough it out for the mere one mile we had to walk in the cold.

The other day I sat in on the LGBT RPG group that Glitch runs. I should have joined in, but Glitch wanted to run the plot by me for input or whatever, so I would have known too much to really play a one shot. I might join eventually. It got me in the mood to draw, so I doodled one of my characters for a bit. I still want to paint really bad. Glitch said they'll get me a starter kit for warhammer so I can also learn to play.... As if I need another expensive hobby. At least I've been selling things on ebay and turning a small profit, so that's good. I've been trying to save money lately

Apparently Both of my roommates want to have "a talk" about something with Glitch, but won't say what. It's been nerve wracking and I don't know what that's about, but I don't know that I have the energy for whatever is about to happen. I can't be responsible for someone else's mental health if something goes wrong. I can barely keep myself going...

I'm about out of energy for today though because of all that... so I guess that's it for me for now. Hopefully I'll be able to sleep, I had a strong edible and my pain cream stuff for my back (which is seeming to do nothing to take the edge off...) I just really hope my pain levels aren't too high to sleep, but I took my meds and it's late now, so I can hope.