I fell that in english I can talk about my feelings, I don't know why, but some way it doesn't seems personal, is just another history and whatever, I have trouble to talk about what hurt me. I think I never faced my grandma death and maybe, just maybe, all I did until I started talk with a therapist was because of it and also because I couldn't connect with my parents, I had to start care myself when I was just a kid, they give me money but everything else was with me.
Tumblr was my favorite social media, you probably uderstand what I'm talking about.