Getting Bored of Video Games Again

7:27 AM (of Thursday, July 29th 2021)

Today is Wednesday, July 28th 2021 and today was one of the most boring days ever. Very typical and boring day. I don't know when I stopped, but when I wake up I no longer wash the dishes or take out the trash. I no longer do some exercises or update my entries or whatever good things I used to do after waking up. I just played video games, Heroes of the Storm, today.

And yeah, I did well like always. I bought the "Character Reinforcement Bundle" or whatever, and that gave me 30 new heroes to play with. It's a really boring and repetitive game. You just spawn in one base, and then you work with your own team to attack the enemy team. All I do as the healer is heal. And that's the entire game in a nutshell.

For work, I completed some things. That wasn't bad. During lunch I went to Govinda's Veggie Garden, the have the cheapest meals there at $10 for an entire lunch. That was all I planned to eat the whole day, nothing else. I was getting by just fine until like 9 PM, when I accidentally enjoyed myself again, and because of that I became hungry. I ate 6 or 7 small potatoes or something, and that was all. It seems like I gained weight the next day, or more likely that food is still in my gut and just hasn't come out yet.

I did work until 5 PM, and then I played more Heroes of the Storm. Just winning a ton, having fun. I became really sleepy at 9 PM, but I kept going, I played until 11 PM, and then I went to sleep, because there was nothing else for me to do.

I should've done this a long time ago, I'm just going to juice now to lose weight, starting tomorrow, and I'm going to walk daily, and do exercises daily again. I had so many opportunities to do it. I don't know why I didn't. I was just being stupid I guess.

I want to scream and yell my frustration out. I haven't walked back and forth on top of that highway bridge in a while.