Day Off Work

5:45 AM

The water is sort of back this morning. There's a small trickle when I open the faucet, and I could finally flush again. I have blisters on my feet though, which make it hard to walk, luckily that's the only problem. I woke up pretty early today, and I'm full of energy again. I would walk for hours and hours but I can barely walk now due to the blisters.

My shoes and socks being wet likely actually likely helped me avoid getting blisters earlier on.

5:56 PM

The water turned off again shortly after I wrote that, maybe around 7 AM. I haven't had water since.

Early in the morning there was a post in one of the singles groups I was in that said "post a photo of yourself when you were younger", and people started posting photos of themselves in their youth. I wanted to do the same, but I didn't have any photos available to me. So I activated my old Facebook account again, and downloaded photos from there. Then I went on my current Facebook, and uploaded some of these childhood photos in a "childhood album."

Since I uploaded some past photos, I thought why not upload some more? So I uploaded more photos from high school, college, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, and 2017. I would have uploaded some photos from 2018, but my account didn't have any. There are some photos in my parent's accounts of me in 2018 and early 2019, but I looked fat in those. So I'm going to skip uploading them for now.

It's strange, I progressively became better and better looking until 2017. I looked pretty ugly and unattractive back in high school even though that was my youngest age in the photo. I became vegan in late 2012/early 2013, and was still fat for the first 2-3 years. I didn't lose weight until late 2015, and then I looked similar to how I look today. I progressively lost more and more weight until 2017, when I weighed 170 pounds at my lowest, and I was also at my most attractive.

Then in 2018, I gained a bunch of weight again, and looked really fat until 2019, when I lost the weight again. Then in 2020, I gained the weight again. Now in 2021 I'm in the process of losing the weight again. What's with this weight loss weight gain rollercoaster?

You can find me by searching for "Megg Gawat" on Facebook since that's my name if you want to view those photos I'm talking about or add me.

6:16 PM

I just came back from using the bathroom. There is no flushing. Interpret that how you want. I've been without water for over two days now. Three days?

6:59 PM

I finished watching the Steve Jobs Standford speech for the first time, and I started crying shortly after the speech. I dry cry because I'm not sure why, but I just don't have many or any tears coming out. I dry cried for a bit and my nose is runny now.

Steve Jobs the legend. Everything comes to an end.

I wonder what retired people do all day.

7:42 PM

And an hour passed by just like that.

7:19 AM (of Tuesday, October 12th 2021)

And 12 hours passed by just like that. I ended up doing "that" 3 times yesterday since I was so bored and didn't have much else to do. It really drained my energy though.