Great to not-so-great?

Note: this is in two language, english and filipino. I felt comfortable writing them this way so... (≧▽≦)

My day started great, and i couldn't believe it'll end like this, me feeling like shit. 

I was so happy kanina kasi di ba, i grew fat so there were clothes that i wasn't able to wear anymore, like the shorts i gave to faith (which is di niya naman sinusuot so i had it in my wardrobe again). So kanina, i was curious kung kasya ko na ba siya ulit kasi I've been working out for a few weeks now, though not consistently, pero it's almost quite regular. 

To my surprise, damn, yung dating ni hindi ko maiangat up to my thighs, they surpassed my thighs! And dude, i was able to fit in those shorts!! I was so happy. I was like, damn pumayat pala ako? My thighs were thinner, even my hips and stomach, i guess? However, they fit perfectly. Yung tipong walang allowance for movement? So my plan is to make the shorts more loose on my body so i can wear them comfortably. Sayang kasi, they still look pwede pa. Ni hindi ko nga nasuot yung isa! I DYId that shit kasi and ni minsan, di ko siya nasuot kasi sumikip na sakin bigla.

So ayon nga, i was proud telling everyone na pumayat ako and i found another short na dapat magkasya ko that i can finally wear it all the time. It's still masikip on the hip and stomach eh, pff.

Ewan ko bakit i feel off ngayon. Dahil ba di ako nakaagworkout? Because i ate a lot which destroys my diet? Lol I'm not actually on a diet. Or is it because i spent half my day asleep and the other half stuck watching tv? Ugh i feel disappointed kasi, sobra. I hate myself. Ngayon na nga lang nagkaachievement ulit, sinira ko agad right after. 

Oh, and there's something weird going on in my mouth. I mean, my tooth/gum hurts and there's something stuck in my gum. I don't know if it's a part of my tooth that's broken or some food that stucked in for so long? Lol but that's impossible. My bet it that it's broken tooth. Ugh, I don't have the ability to visit a dentist right now due to circumstances, and what's more if the covid-19 gets worse? 

Ayoko na, after nito, should i go downstairs to take a half-bath or do some quick workout? Kaso if i do anything that'll make me sweat, I'd need to take a full body shower (which isn't what i want) ugh help.