Ate Again Even Though I Didn't Want To

8:25 AM (of Tuesday, February 8th 2022)

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Today is Sunday, February 6th 2022 and today was a horrible day. Yesterday I spent most of the day reading and fasting with my Wi-Fi turned off for most of the day today. Why did I have to break my awesome one day streak today? I ended up doing so many bad things today. Actually, it wasn't so bad. When I ate, I only ate fruits today. I went out to Wal-Mart and bought some fruits, I also bought an Acai Bowl and a Pitaya bowl because that's what I wanted.

I messed up really badly today though by just doing "that" a bunch of times. I did "that" six times today, a new record for me. I have done "that" five times in one day several times, but I don't think I've done six in one day before except today. I'm not really keeping count or tracking it that well though, I just feel like I've never done it six times in a single day before, so yeah. That's basically what I did for most of the day today.

I got more Acai at night. There was no water the whole day today, but it rained the whole day today too. It was raining extremely hard today and the clouds were dark. There was a flash flood warning at night, a few of them, but I still went out and got some Acai. But yeah today was a pretty bad day. I wanted to dopamine detox and fast again for two weeks, but today really let me down. I don't know what I was thinking. I can start again though. It's never too late for me to start again, at least, while I am still alive.