My bf loves me and I love him back but idk why I feel like I might be not as much as he needs, not enough I mean. Makes sense to me at least like he's all the way in Britain and I'm here, he can't hug me, kiss me, freaky with me, he can't crash in my arms after a long day, he can't have me to cry on...
2026 is also fucked for me. It's 2:37 am when I'm typing this. Should I be asleep right now? Yeah absolutely. But the Best way to describe what I feel right now? Hollow. Empty. Tired but not able to sleep. Tired but the tears don't stop coming. Again it's relationship stuff. Hear me out. You stay...
Sooo I wrote this like half an hour ago while having a breakdown and yeaaaaaa it's a bit much but I don't want to hold it in anymore. Also half way I did switch as if I was talking to bf idk why but it feels better after all that is out. I added the screenshots I mention and yea I am so fucking do...