June 15, 2020

Really Bad Monday In Terms of Studying

7:50 AM (of Tuesday, June 16th 2020)

Today is Monday, June 15th 2020 and it was a very disappointing day. I wrote 1400 words on what I did today in a private entry, most of it was just so disappointing.

Work was mostly bad today, I was unhappy with the results I was coming up with at work. There was this one task I needed to work on, but I wasn't able to get a good result. This is the first time basically during my entire time here, that I was so uncertain and unhappy with what I was doing. Really stressed me out a little.

After work I could have walked outside and/or studied. I didn't do either which was another disappointment. I did read up and study on another sort of related topic, the problem is that it wasn't the topic I should have been reading or studying on. I don't know why I didn't study today, or walk outside, after work, I definitely could have.

I'm also behind on my logs still. Need to catch up on that... At this point I'm more than a week behind, catching up will be difficult.

Time basically goes by quickly no matter what I do. Today felt a lot like a timed quiz that I didn't prepare for, time was just counting down and timing out, and the quiz ended with me not answering any questions properly. Really sad. I wanted to at least make one video today, but that didn't happen. Today was a really disappointing day.

It was positive in some other aspects, like it was a payday today. But it was mainly disappointing to me, because i know I could have done more, and I didn't. I made a bunch of bad choices today, some good ones, but mostly bad.

Written by JustMegawatt

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