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The power cut out today. Some kid on my street ran outside and started yelling "freedom!" I got to finish my college essay though - I sent it to my teacher to help me get a stronger conclusion, but I'm basically done! It's raining right now but I'm going to go volunteer at my school in two-ish hours...

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ZED (Lvl. 4) - Oct. 28, 2020

Depression Worse

And now my depression is just worse. The other day, I asked my husband to pick up some toilet paper on his way home because we were down to won roll, and I figured it would hold us over until we could get to Costco later this week as we haven't done our shopping yet only to be told there's no money ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 19) - Oct. 28, 2020

Choices

Weed isn't supposed to be addictive, but I definitely notice when it's not in my system anymore and it makes me antsy. I ran out yesterday (again) and spent all day trying to distract myself by doing anything else, but I can't stop thinking about the pain I'm in and how I would rather be asleep righ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 15) - Oct. 28, 2020

Getting Back Into a Productive Groove

8:13 AM Today is Tuesday, October 27th 2020 and I had a very productive day today. I fell asleep last night at around 9:30 PM, and I woke up this morning at a little bit before 7 AM. I had around 9 hours and 30 minutes of sleep last night!! That's freaking incredible. Normally I would only get abou...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 26) - Oct. 27, 2020

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I wrote a letter to my friend yesterday! I used my new golden sealing wax to stamp it, which was fun. I'm thinking of sending her another letter soon, if only just to talk about the pitiful state of politics in this country. That is to say - the election is coming up soon and I'm scared it's going t...

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ZED (Lvl. 4) - Oct. 27, 2020

Regret

I did something really bad, and it affected a big group of people. I wish I hadn't said that. To compromise for what I did, I will make a letter for them. My head hurts right now as I write this, it's taking a toll on my mind.

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s_t_4_r (Lvl. 9) - Oct. 27, 2020

Nosy new neighbors

For almost two weeks, my neighbors have been looking out for me outside their window, wondering if I am really "doing my homeworks". I don't know why I have to prove myself that I am doing my homeworks just because my parents are not around. They thought I'm not doing my homeworks just because I don...

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s_t_4_r (Lvl. 9) - Oct. 27, 2020

Played Beat Saber Online and Slept Early

8:46 AM (of Tuesday, October 27th 2020) Today is Monday, October 26th 2020 and it was just another normal workday. The main difference between today and other workdays though is that I had my Quest 2! So I was able to take a break during lunch and play some Beat Saber, getting some workout and card...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 26) - Oct. 26, 2020

10/26/2020

Today was quite slow and uneventful. The weather hasn't been helping my pain or mood so lately I've just been laying in bed. I played through another short visual novel today which was nothing particularly special, just a way to pass the time. I skipped doing my morning workout and yoga. I haven't b...

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iyazo (Lvl. 15) - Oct. 26, 2020

Just Depressed

I didn't make an entry yesterday because all I could think to write was how depressed I was. Well not much has changed since yesterday. I don't even want to get out of bed and ended up "sleeping" half the day and went to bed early because there seemed to be no more point in staying awake since I was...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 19) - Oct. 26, 2020

these mortals are not so easily bested (redux)

I entered the chat just as numbers was saying, "I kicked newbie for saying uwu." "That's fair," said Dante. "That's a fair kick." === WE BEAT IFRIT WE BEAT IFRIT Can't believe we've been fighting this dude since literally July. Also, flashback to March 1, nearly eight months ago: [1:10 AM] K...

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Achaius (Lvl. 17) - Oct. 26, 2020

Another weekly review

Weekly review 18-25 of October Whats wrong with me Lack of initiative, unmotivated, distractions (dota 2, malcolm youtube in general) that's how I would categorize myself these last couple of weeks, doing just precisely what I have to do, taking shortcuts, and looking for comfort in my life. I suck...

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johanam (Lvl. 13) - Oct. 26, 2020

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