Cirrus, the wind ancient, has been officially slated for May and a teaser image posted…and it’s a horse. It’s like 90% horse and 10% dragon. It doesn’t even have wings. I’m pretty meh on this. It’s the second ancient in a row that has been a dud for me, since I’m bleh on adult everluxes. (Big fan of...
It's the third day of my mental health journey. I had an exhausting day. I woke up to my alarm clock. After I got up, brushed my teeth and ate breakfast, I joined the Zoom call for my weekly English class. I felt unmotivated to enter it, but I am glad I managed to do it. Studying a language is some...
Around a week ago, I had a Costco tonkotsu ramen bowl for dinner. Instead of using the packet of chili oil that comes with it, I added Korean chili sauce. I left the packet of chili oil on the counter, thinking I might try it on potatoes at some point. Today, roommate got up for a ramen break. In th...
Monday is the first day of the week. As my father would say, "How you act in the beginning is how you will act the whole time." He is trying to say that you need to start something. Consistency is the key. Today was the first day after a month when I was able to go to the gym. When I arrived at th...
3:59 AM So I keep breaking my fasts. I wrote in my previous entries that I would do this once and for all, just 100 hours, that's all. If I kept it up since the 8th, I would have been done by now, but I didn't. I gave up at around 48 hours in, and then gave up again after another roughly 18 hours. ...
It's weird to write my first public journal. Usually, I don't talk about my health-related issues with anybody. I feel ashamed to talk about my mental health problems. The question is, why am I so scared to share it? I am listening few reasons I came up with:Bad experience with other peoplefeeling...
5:08 AM (of Sunday, May 11th, 2025) Today is Saturday, May 10th, 2025. So after making it to around 48 hours of fasting last night, I ate again. Although not ideal, my mind, willpower, and motivation weren't all in the right place, so I gave up fasting temporarily. I wasn't taking this as seriousl...
9:15 PM I'm 45 hours into my fast right now. I've been fasting since 11:59 PM of May 7th. Actually, I started my fast a bit earlier than that, maybe at around 8 PM, but I didn't start the timer until 11:59 PM. Sometimes I feel like giving up and just eating again. A few minutes ago I was feeling e...
1:37 AM (of Friday, May 9th, 2025) Today is Thursday, May 8th, 2025. Continuing from yesterday's train of thought about how people peak in their late teens and early 20s, Isaac Newton created calculus when he was 21, Albert Einstein published his 4 miracle year papers when he was 26. They both car...
1:37 AM (of Thursday, May 8th, 2025) Today is Wednesday, May 7th, 2025. This photo is one handpicked out of many to showcase my skin's appearance, and I think it's a decent looking photo. Honestly I don't even know if it's a good photo or not, I think it is, but women may disagree. It's still real...
Welcome to Sugar Riot’s gallery of glowworms! “THE PAINTRESS PLAGUES US STILL,” said newbie. “FOR THOSE WHO COME AFTER!!” I don’t have a lot to say about the Sugar Riot fight so far. I just needed to get that newbie quote in. I was concerned the cacti would be honeybee levels of Just Do the Mechan...
11:48 PM Today is Mary's birthday and I wished her a happy birthday today. She's kind of on and off with replying, she replied to me a bit yesterday, but pretty much just silence today. Today I focused mainly on my skincare and appearance. I don't even know how the whole day went by. I don't recal...