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Not a Good Day But an Okay Night

Today just didn't go well. I went to bed early last night (around 11pm), hoping I'd get a good night's sleep to make it through today with limited coffee input as I was almost out of creamer (and black coffee upsets my stomach). But I didn't fall asleep right away and didn't sleep well at all. I wok...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 17) - Sept. 17, 2020

Birthday Today

7:08 PM Today is my birthday, I turned 27. Whew. For the past 1 month I have been stuck on Discord and my other online activities. Such a bad activity and decisions. I'm addicted to these websites. I haven't had time to focus on my own life and do things that I used to or even work on my own projec...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 24) - Sept. 17, 2020

Took Another Day Off

I decided not to make a public journal entry yesterday. I did write one (on my writing site), but it wasn't fit for public consumption. Mostly it was just me rambling about random stuff and some story brainstorming. I did all of that while my son was doing his virtual school after I had been up sinc...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 17) - Sept. 16, 2020

Go Back

tw: self harm, drug use Must have fallen asleep last night as soon as I took my meds and hit the bed...I woke up to a phone call with my glasses still on and very smudged. Not the first time that's happened recently...I feel like I hadn't slept at all. I barely did- maybe 4 hours absolute max inclu...

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iyazo (Lvl. 11) - Sept. 15, 2020

Habit

tw: self harm, drug use today was fucking weird. as I type this my head is throbbing, probably concussed from bashing it against the wall because someone said (about herself) that basically people who do nothing might as well kill themselves or something along those lines....I bashed the words back...

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iyazo (Lvl. 11) - Sept. 14, 2020

Long Day

Not sure what was up with today. I got up around 6:30am like most days and drank an entire pot of coffee but was still dragging all day. I barely made it through my son's morning Zoom meetings while trying to work on my own things. I couldn't focus, though. It was like all my months of extreme fati...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 17) - Sept. 14, 2020

these mortals are (not) so easily bested

After a month-long hiatus, we're back to raiding! We had a variety of issues that kept us from meeting for the past month (Silver oversleeping, Silver having finals, Kan's computer issues and my internet outages, and Silver oversleeping). HGR was logged off for so long that leadership of the free co...

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Achaius (Lvl. 16) - Sept. 14, 2020

"Life is only precious because it ends, kid."

This is a quote from Mars in the Heroes of Olympus books (forget which one sadly). It's a statement that reminds me of the reason of why I keep striving—why I keep trying to improve myself everyday. I don't know if their is a life after this or if there is, well, anything at all. If this is my only ...

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Quarter (Lvl. 11) - Sept. 14, 2020

Picnic and Games

I woke up today and I was tired. I slept through Sunday school because I didn't remember what time it started anyway and then had church over zoom at 11am. In a small church group like this it feels like everyone knows everything about everyone. They're all really friendly though. I had several peop...

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iyazo (Lvl. 11) - Sept. 13, 2020

Missed a Day...

I missed my first journal entry here. It was unavoidable. Yesterday, our cat, Lilah, started acting weird. She couldn't really walk and looked like she was listing to one side. Very shaky. She also had a glazed look in her eyes which wouldn't fully open so it was hard to really tell, but I think t...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 17) - Sept. 13, 2020

2020/09/12 - OpenAir Praisetime

2020/09/12 🍋 Saturday 22:57: it got late... I slept bad this night, woke up every few hours ans the morning wasn't the best therefore. I went to band practice at 14:00 . During it Christoph noticed my flute was a bit too high. I tried to get it right with a tuner app. When i had it somehow in the m...

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Plesi` (Lvl. 24) - Sept. 12, 2020

9/12/2020

Finally got some decent sleep last night. I feel like I did very little today, but I actually got a lot done. Woke up later than usual for once. I was able to set up my new tv which is comically large to try to use as a monitor, so I decided not to. I really need to get a desk chair, but my remainin...

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iyazo (Lvl. 11) - Sept. 12, 2020

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