I feel so unfulfilled lol. It's been 4 months ever since I graduated. I took my boards last September, and now I enrolled for a review to prepare for the NMAT next year. I actually don't want to pursue med lol. I just wanted to delay my employment so that I could still rest and enjoy before I work. My review will be starting in about 3 weeks from now, so currently I've just been doing chores, doomscrollig through soc meds, and playing games. Before, I had a schedule of what things I'm going to do in a day. Now I just do things when I want to. If I don't want to clean, I'm not going to clean haha. I've also been looking for jobs, but have not submitted any 'cause whenever I read reviews of the company, it's either the shift, the manager/team leader, or the work itself is toxic. I'm not sure if I should go for those if I want experience, then just job hop for another year, or maybe just wait for a better work lol.
I guess I feel unfulfilled because I've been doing things out of habit. Before, I used to write down stuff and check it off my list. Now I'm kinda spontaneous with everything. I guess that’s why I switched from INFJ to INFP lol.
I've fallen into this "trap" a bunch of times. It takes a while to break out of it and become productive and organized again. I repeat this mistake all the time.
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