Before your touch

Before your touch

Before your touch I didn't need an armor to protect me in my home

I was sitting in my room when my mom called me

I was annoyed

Another thing to do

Why my parents distract me in such a peacefull day?

I had all the activities already planned

Reading, creating, singing, being a child

I had to bring you dinner or medicine

I nodded and went downstairs

maybe i was singing when i was walking to your flat

maybe it was cold, cause i had my black sweatpants

I was robbed of these memories

Before your touch I wasn't scared

of you

of men

of life

Maybe I needed to change the perspective

you showed me how hell feels like

but before your touch I was only a kid

I dreamed big

and had a lot of plans

My problems were like ants

so many, so little

then you gave me fear

Okey hi everyone who reads it (like 1 person probably lol) english is not my first language and i probably made a loooot of mistakes but like who cares haha

if somebody read it, tell me more about your opinion, i am not even a writer i just wanted to share my inner word

I did not write for a long time, maybe its time to come back

not poems ofc but overall journalling

Love you

Full of memories

XYZ