9:59 PM
One thing about yesterday, is that I slept longer than most other days. I got around 7 hours of sleep. Thanks to that I was able to work for over 6 hours on a project today. That rarely happens.
I felt lonely throughout the day though. At around 7 PM, I started messaging some people online.
11:34 PM
So throughout my working day it was pretty dang lonely. I was working from 9 AM or so, until just a few hours ago. I know my project timer says I only worked for 6 hours, but I worked for a lot longer than that. I didn't do anything else the rest of the day. I basically worked, ate, and that was it. Now I know how a busy person feels.
At around 7 PM though, like I said, I started messaging some friends because I felt extreme loneliness. It felt so bad. Contacting and talking to people felt so good. It's too bad I don't have any contact with anyone in real life at the moment. I had dinner with Tony yesterday. Or two days ago. I was invited to hang out on July 4th. Nah, I didn't feel like doing anything on Saturday.
Today, I spent the day extremely productively. I did so many good things today. I am so happy. But lonely? Maybe.
On social media there were a few messages from like 3-4 people I had to respond to, people that messaged me directly. So in some ways I do talk to some people. Just not physically at the moment.
AD told me some funny stories. Eh. There's people we talk about. He is in some groups with his disease, and there is a lot of drama in that group. Sigh.
The only thing is that I didn't practice any singing. I don't want to do it now, it's late at night, and I'm sure it will just be disturbing to people.
Anyway. That was my day today.
I worked on a project for over 6 hours today. A lot of updates were made. I'm heading in the right direction.
Nothing. I think I did the best that I could with today. I have no regrets.
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