12:40 AM (of Sunday, September 6th 2020)
I have not written any public journal entries in a while. I have basically just been online gambling my money on things, it's such a terrible activity. I'm winning some here and there, and losing a lot here and there as well. I'm basically break even from the end of it all. I think today I made a pretty good choice. I'm thinking of retiring from this activity because it has taken up so much of my life that I haven't been as focused on more important things.
Anyway I became another moderator of a different Discord server, one of the biggest for the activity I do. It's pretty interesting. In this one I don't have as much control or power as the other one since it's a lot bigger and people are more out of control and they do whatever they want. In the other one, I basically ran the show, hosting events, organizing activities, etc. That was mostly me. In this one, I'm afraid of changing things up too much just because of how much activity is already going on without any mod interference.
Anyway that's all I did today, was mainly just hang out in Discord and gambled money, for the entire day. I could have walked tonight after a pretty big gamble to clear my head, but I just stayed at home. I'm going to stop this at some point, but it's just so much fun and it's so addicting. I have built up a reputation in the community, I think. It's so transient though, I can be a known person in one discord, and then if I join a different one, I am completely unknown. That's just how it works and how it will always work I guess.
Anyway I have a bunch of stuff to catch up on. I can probably catch up on these things too while modding, it's just I haven't yet for some reason.
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