Faults

Still haven't been up to anything productive lately. I started watching an Australian kids show called Bluey and I really like it, it's cute and reminds me of when I was a kid.

I went to the dispensary again even though I shouldn't have and I spent the rest of my money on weed. The dispensary messed up my order, too....I really shouldn't have gotten more. I'll probably run out of the last one before the month ends... I need to be able to go longer without it and start relying on the medicines my insurance does cover instead, even though they want to wean me off of those. It's just cheaper than the going green option unfortunately.

I really need to stop drinking so much soda too, for my teeth and my weight. I still have several weeks before I'm allowed to work out again. My insides have been feeling a little better day by day though, and the incisions are healing nicely. I don't do very much during the day since I've been in kind of a slump lately.

Yesterday I was at the dentist and had one of many teeth fixed, it was one of the worst ones that cracked in half. They will only ever do one at a time, which is frustrating, especially since now the place is a good hour away from where I live. Hadn't really thought about how far I had moved, I'm not as close to some doctors now anymore. My dentist told me I really need to brush like constantly throughout my day pretty much because of how damaged some of my teeth are and their dumb policy which means my mouth will always be a work in progress. I need to see if there is a place near me that will see me and fix my teeth without charging a ton. I have a feeling probably not or they might not do a good job. I worry about what I don't know, so I haven't even looked yet. That's a whole other battle.

Unsurprisingly I have to take cold medicine for symptoms I'm having tonight either from being at the dentist or possibly from cat dander.... one of the kittens did to to escape up here and it might have triggered my allergies, but I don't know. I thought maybe I wasn't allergic to cats anymore as it's been a while since I've found any I was allergic to, but there have been some I've been so allergic to that I could barely breathe so it really varies. Gonna take medicine and sleep, cover all bases.