April 5, 2020

A rant that goes nowhere xD

I feel like the days are too short for what I want to do.

Between chores and hobbies and studying I feel like I have no time for myself? I guess writing down in this journal counts, but at the same time it just feels like it's not. Like I feel somehow alive and great and at the same time I feel like I'm not accomplishing what I set out for. I have so many things that I want to do and I don't have enough time to do it.

Like for example; I woke up today, did my chores, had lunch and then after resting for a bit (after cleaning the kitchen), I studied, then soon after that I worked out (all my muscles are crying right now, which makes me happy 'cause it's not just my butt :3), showered, had dinner, and now here I am. I want to write but I have to do my art class course and as soon as I am done I'm going to log into steam and play Awesomenauts with my boyfriend @.@ And between each round I'm going to get out and catch up on my reading some comics/manga and also hang the clothes that I am washing. My pc, if I play too long, just switches off because it overheats. So I have to cool it down by getting out of the game.

So I feel like I never have time for myself. Like literally lie on the bed and just think of random stuff. Like pie. I like pie. Pie is the best. The crust is the thing I love the most. Maybe when the quarantine ends I could make a blueberry pie for my boyfriend. Or pork buns, I want to try making those. But the pie first, to see the stupid smile on his face when we will meet again in real life (which I will see regardless of the pie or not, but I want to do something nice for him, you know?).

Written by pinenutes

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