July 1, 2021

Day One - Rest

After everything yesterday I was exhausted. That said, I didn't fall asleep until after 2am. I woke up briefly around 7 for my alarm for breakfast, but I ended up getting sick, taking my morning meds, and getting back in bed. I was sleeping so comfortably that I ended up missing lunch and a couple of phone calls. There was a note taped to my door from the life coach, Heather, saying she hopes that I had a good first night and if I would be able to meet her before 1pm. I looked at my watch. It was 12:50, so I shot a text to the number on the card and we agreed to meet at 2:30 for a second orientation to make sure everything was gone over. I went back to sleep for a little while before going to meet with her. It's been a sleepy, rainy day...

I made sure to get up in time for dinner before the kitchen closed. Since I'm not allowed to eat in the cafeteria anymore, I decided to take my boxed lunch to the park and eat it there. I noticed that I get stared at a lot in public. And everyone on campus seems to know me even if I don't know them. I wonder if I actually spend more time out in the city if people will start to get to know me too. It's a weird little world we live in.

I've been listening to music a lot. Today I was actually dancing and singing for a little bit after I was more awake from my walk to the park and back. It felt great to be able to do that again. I've also been rewatching Beastars lately... Plenty of stuff else I could watch, but I just feel like it. It was a nice way to wind down before bed, just kind of doing whatever I felt like.

...and then when I was refilling my pill containers and taking my night meds I realized that I had accidentally taken my trazodone instead of klonopin this morning. That explains a lot. Hopefully I can actually get something done tomorrow.

Written by iyazo

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