So, I've decided to use daily prompts to make my journaling more interesting and fruitful and more frequent. 247 Journal Writing Prompts to Inspire Your Thoughts (developgoodhabits.com) this is the site where I found the prompts, they seem fun so here we go! It would be awesome if someone joined m...
I have a problem concerning my friends. There is something I seriously do wrong, or something I expect wrong and I hate it. Last year I lost a friend. I never saw it coming. I knew we weren't at our best, but I was ready to talk about our relationship, to see what the problem is, discuss it, work o...
So, I've been ill for the past few days, and I've been home, which means that I am left to my own devices when it comes to how I spend my time. It's interesting that now it sounds to me like I completely don't have trust in myself when it comes to the "smart" and "useful" ways I spend my time, I fee...
I used to smoke a lot of weed. There was that period when I had access to it and I really didn't care about having control. It provided relief for me, something akin to creativity but not really. It gave me a sense of possibility, but whenever I woke up from it, there was more emptiness. I felt crea...
So, hi. I have completely forgotten about the online diary, I think it will do me good to write a little bit about the last few days. Or just more in general. So, a couple of days ago, I felt really really really bad. I had a random fight with my girlfriend, we usually fight about the little annoy...
I was in therapy today. I don't go frequently, I go whenever I feel like I need to, like when there's something to untangle or simply talk about. But this time I let a lot of stuff pile up, so I went twice. Today was the second time. The reason I felt like I needed to go was because I was dealing w...
Anger is such a strange emotion for me. It is like fire in its essence, it burns and feels destructive and dangerous. I am not too familiar with fire. I like the sound of wood crackling, tiny whooshes and all, it is hypnotizing to look at but I never identified with its nature. Quite the opposite. E...
I've been thinking about my periods of staleness, inactivity and overall indifference. Actually, I know that I am not indifferent, I don't feel well when I get demotivated like that. I wish I could be more productive as people today all over the world say: it's all about productivity. About having p...
Ever since I was little I had a thing with silence. I wanted to be silent because I thought it made me look smarter. I wanted to be silent because I didn't want others to know what I think about. I wanted to be silent because a lot of times I didn't really have anything to say. I wanted to be silen...
