July 3, 2020

07.02.20

I'm surprised I woke up earlier than usual today. I did do the laundry and sweeped the floor, then studied a bit on Science. Also, my friends and I did a video call since we can't go outside.

We played PUBG together, and we had a great time playing together. This night, one of my friend invited me to play. There was one person who I didn't know, but she was a friend of my friend. Our mics were open throughout the game. I didn't say hello to her nor even introduced myself cause I was so shy. We played and played matches. In the middle of the game, we became quiet. I don't know if it was because we were focused on the game or cause we were feeling awkward. After our last game, my friend left, and I pressed the home button. Then when I got back into the app, both of them were disconnected already. We didn't even say goodbye to each other. I'm here overthinking maybe she might find me rude or cold since I didn't talk to her during the matches.

The problem is whenever I'm in a social situation, I always froze up and I don't know what to say. I hope I'll be able to break out of my shell uwu

I am able to express more on writing than speaking, so to speak. I hope I could be able to improve on it atleast ://

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