Attended a men’s group meeting

10:18 PM

Today was an alright day. Just alright. It wasn't phenomenal. I did do things all day. But now I'm tired. It's supposed to be normal and a good thing to be tired at night, right? Let me correct that. I'm exhausted.

I remember I was in ROTC in college, this was for officer's military training, and some weekends we would camp out places or spend all day doing some activity. Those were actually quite awesome days now that I look back on them. Maybe I would have done well as a military officer too. I could still go back to college now and take the same course again to become an officer.

Anyway, I just remember we'd spend all day outside doing some rucksacking (hiking with a 30 pound backpack) for a couple of miles. I feel like we did 7 miles or something. Then when we arrived at camp or wherever, a building with cots, it was the most refreshing feeling to be able to go to sleep. That's how I feel right now. I'm basically as exhausted.

First thing I did in the morning was stress out. For two hours I don't remember what I did. I think I watched some videos. I did what I would later learn to be "passive coping". Yeah, I made another audio for me to listen to, and it was about all the studies related to stress this time. The top studies and papers related to stress. I learned a lot.

Anyway I'm sleeeepppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I'm way too sleepy to continue writing. Goodnight. I can't even write about what else I did today. There's just these random photos I uploaded and no description or commentary about them.