I don't know how to keep doing it anymore. I will turn 34 at the end of the month and all I want is to die. There is nothing good left in my life, nothing that I enjoy or look forward to. I spend most of my days fighting the urge to cry uncontrollably and harm myself just to make myself bleed. I spe...
Why does everyone have to just blow smoke up my ass and lie to me that about that I am capable at anything. Why do I always have to find out that the people I my life have no belief in me from hearing them talk about me not to me. Why were none of the previous attempts successful, why am I not alrea...