Currently listening to: City Cook by Caravan Palace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The last few days were messy. I wasn't able to do as much as I planned to do. At least I was able to study as much as possible. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My health journey is still there. I feel pretty exhaust...
Currently listening to: My Drummer's Girlfriend by ALT BLK ERA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Today was a very cold Monday. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My day was hectic. I went to my lecture, studied for my electrical engineering course. After that, I met a...
Currently listening to: Witching Hour by Lifeless Past ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Friday already, huh? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Main Goals:go to my lecturehelp a friend with her bar study a little bit~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (Mental) Health: My menta...
Currently listening to: Melancolia by Caravan Palace. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am finally able to write an entry! I was pretty busy, but now I can sit down and write my daily entry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Main Goal(s): study some maths (almost done)Go to the gym...
Currently listening to: 7 Weeky & 3 Days by yungatita ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The weekend is almost over. Due to health reasons, I wasn't able to do that much. I hate it so much that I struggle with my health. However, I am slowly improving. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...
Another day, another day. Or something like that More like another day, another nightmare. I had a pretty weird dream. But luckily, I don't remember it anymore. I went to my lecture and took some notes. After that, I went to the supermarket to buy some coffee and some vegetables. During my bus rid...
The fourth day is a beautiful Wednesday. At least the weather in the city I live in was nice. It was warm, and I could just go out wearing a T-shirt. But my anxiety and my depression are not taking a break when the weather is nice. It never takes breaks. It's always there. It won't leave me alone. ...
It's the third day of my mental health journey. I had an exhausting day. I woke up to my alarm clock. After I got up, brushed my teeth and ate breakfast, I joined the Zoom call for my weekly English class. I felt unmotivated to enter it, but I am glad I managed to do it. Studying a language is some...
Monday is the first day of the week. As my father would say, "How you act in the beginning is how you will act the whole time." He is trying to say that you need to start something. Consistency is the key. Today was the first day after a month when I was able to go to the gym. When I arrived at th...
It's weird to write my first public journal. Usually, I don't talk about my health-related issues with anybody. I feel ashamed to talk about my mental health problems. The question is, why am I so scared to share it? I am listening few reasons I came up with:Bad experience with other peoplefeeling...